Growing up under my parents' strict discipline, I was introverted and prone to anxiety. At the age of 16, I developed obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD). My emotions, thoughts and attention were often controlled by an invisible force, which brought tremendous pain to my life.
Over the years, I tried various methods to treat my OCD, such as psychological counseling, hypnosis, music therapy, etc., but the results were minimal. In 2015, I accidentally created the first "Armored Soul" image using simple image editing software and found that it had some effect in relieving my OCD symptoms.
Since then, I started trying to self-treat my OCD by creating various "energy images". I saw my inner consciousness as a "child" and used these images full of positive energy and cosmic natural elements to move and soothe the "child". I kept exploring different image elements such as light and shadow, lines, incorporating anime, natural landscapes, and created a series of images like "Armored Soul", "Absorbing Energy", "Double Protection".
This became a unique therapy for me to deal with OCD. Through these aesthetically strong images, I tried to rebuild my battered self and give positive energy to the "inner child". It can be said that the energy images I have created over the years are an important weapon for me to seek relief from OCD, and also allowed me to find another way of self-expression and healing in this process. I hope these images and experiences can provide some help and inspiration to other patients.